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Spirit Obsession

 In this post I would like to address a subject I feel everyone using a spirit board or even practicing magic needs to be educated about, that is spirit obsession.  Obsession is when a spirit, usually but not always a husk attaches itself to a person, object, or place.

 I say, they are usually a husk because this is the kind of entity that is most often doing it.  So now I need to give a definition of what I call a husk.  First, I must point out that what I tell you here is from my own experiences and what I have learned in all my years of trafficking with the other side.  If Jerome and I were alive during the witch trials, we would have been found guilty without question.  But the spirits talk to us about the human soul being made up of parts.  Some are part of who you are, and you carry these from life to life, it is what the Fool in the Tarot deck carries in his bag.

But other parts are temporary, the sphinxes pulling the Chariot.  And these exist in a positive and negative form, think of them as an angel and a devil on each shoulder, the Sumerians did. They are the two parts of the ego, the part that wants to be an angel in people’s eyes and helps others and the part that wants to be a devil and dominate them.  We tend to see the angel as good and the devil as bad, but they are both incomplete and if left alone would lead us to destruction.  Trying to be too passive will only make you the pray for others and trying to be too dominating will make you a predator that others will avoid.  We need them both and to use them at the right time.  Like the Charioteer we need to keep to the middle while these parts of our ego pull to the extremes.

The thing to remember about these shells is that they are a mask made up over a lifetime to protect the inner self which is vulnerable.  That is why the Chariot Card is related to the sign of Cancer.  We need them, when we are alive because, like it or not, there are bad things other people do and this false image we project out to the world help us to live with others.

But when we die, we need it no more, just as when you are born you no longer need the placenta. So, it is cast aside.  It often stays close to the body because it is the ego that thinks the body is a part of us.  There is a line in Romeo and Juliet about how people have noticed these things and that they return to the body at a particular time, we have found it to be at 3:33 am by the way.

Were bloody Tybalt, yet but green in earth,

Lies festering in his shroud; where, as they say,

At some hours in the night spirits resort

Romeo and Juliet by William Shakespeare

This entity is not so much a spirit, but the husk of an ego thrown off at death and starting to divide into the two parts that make it up.  Because it is made by the person’s awareness of themselves it will eventually fade away.  But the ego thinks it is the person and now tries hard as it can to find someone or something to convince itself it is real.  If it can remember an object or place, then it often retunes to it when it is away from the body.  Therefore, some spirits haunt places or objects and we call it spirit obsession.  But if someone is willing to talk to it than that is enough to hold its memory of itself together.

You can usually spot these spirits by the way they behave on the board.  They will keep you talking and tell you everything they think you want to hear just so you will talk to them.  They will often tell you that there is something very important that only you can do.  Remember these things are pure ego and they will try to use yours to attach to you.

When you get one the best thing to do is stop talking to it immediately.  Do not let it attach, if it does find a ritual to get rid of it.  You can tell, if one is attached to someone because the inflicted person will get angry for no reason, they may suffer panic attacks and over time may lose hair and gain weight without a cause.  These things feed off the aura and as it becomes damaged the chakras become unbalanced causing many physical side effects.

The Veve of Legba was put on the board to keep these things out. He is the gatekeeper to the other side so hopefully you will not get one of these, but they can still get through at times.  One thing to keep in mind is that spirits of this kind are more dense and thus closer to our world.  They will remember their lives and how to read and write so they will use the alphabet to communicate with you.  The higher part of a spirit is more likely to have evolved beyond written language and will probably communicate using the Cave Runes.

As practitioners of magic, it is our place to help keep the balance between the worlds, but I will address this in a later post.  For now, we need to learn what we are dealing with, and I hope this helps.

Blessed Be

 

Papa Legba Portrait of a Lwa

Poppa Legba

For those of you who do not know him, Papa Legba is a Lwa (pronounced loo-WAH and can sometimes be spelled loa). Now you might ask yourself, what is a Lwa? The answer to that question is completed as there are many types of Lwa in the world but to simplify the subject I will speak here of them in the most basic sense. It is to be understood that I am not an expert on this subject but simply someone who has encountered Legba and can speak only from my own experiences and what little information one can gain from books.

Books on the subject range from enlightened works of true initiates to absolute garbage so you need be careful when researching the subject. As for the garbage I will not speak for too much credence has been given to it in the past. The better books will often tell you all that can be told to an outsider (such as myself) within the confines of a spiritual tradition with sacred oaths designed to keep much information secret.

Vodou, more commonly spelled Voodoo. I will be using the former as it is the traditional Haitian spelling of the word, and the more common Voodoo has become degraded through Hollywood movies and books about sticking pins into dolls to kill your enemies. Another reason for my choice in spelling is that when I first encountered a Lwa I reached out to traditional Haitian practitioners of Vodou to get an understanding of what it is was I was trafficking with and they all seemed to draw a distinction between Vodou and Voodoo, one being a deep faith that celebrated life and honored the dead, the other being a product of superstition and B movies. I will not make an attempt to explain Vodou as my knowledge of the subject is limited and there are some excellent books on the subject available to those who take the time to look. One advise I will give is to avoid books that use the spelling Voodoo as most of these I have encountered are not factual.

So why am I even discussing Vodou and the Lwa on a page dedicated to a spirit board? It is because one particular Lwa had a hand in the creation of this board. That Lwa is Papa Legba and I would love to share with you the story of how an ancient African spirit ended up with his portrait on the inside cover of a spirit board box.

This all began when my husband and I opened a small occult store here in the Appalachian Mountains. The store was small, and we had opened it with our own money, so the shelves were half empty, and we needed customers to get it off the ground. We had both studied magic and read about Voodoo (notice the spelling) but had very little real knowledge. We charred a lot of used books on magic and one day a customer wanted to sell us some old books, one of which was on Voodoo. I felt compelled to read the books as I usually do when I happen across a book on magic I have not read so that’s what I did. The book was small and had almost no information, but it did give some instructions for calling up the Lwa. I decided to try it and call on a Lwa that I thought could help the store to grow but first I would have to call on Papa Legba. At the time I had no idea who Legba was, but the book said he was a gatekeeper and must be called first (sometimes even a bad book can point you in the right direction). So it was, that I called to Legba in hopes of actually working with another Lwa. I say this other Lwa because we never made contact with them and now, I can’t even remember who it was. It was a short ritual and it felt like nothing happened until a few nights later.

I have always spoken to spirits in my dreams ever since my grandmother passed away and visited me right after. They tell me what it is like for them now and give advice. In this particular dream Legba came and talked to me and it seemed we spoke all night although after waking I could just remember pieces. He showed me a large tree that was sacred to him and told me why he has a dog that accompanies him, although I can’t remember the whole story now. He told me that the Fool card in the Tarot deck corresponds to him as the wanderer of the crossroads. He finished all this up by telling me something I did remember and that was that he wanted me to paint a picture of him. His only stipulation was that I had to paint him as old because age shows wisdom. When I stated telling people about my encounter with him, I was shocked to learn that most people already knew who Legba was, or should I say most people already had a misconception of who he was. I didn’t know it at the time but a popular T.V. show called American Horror Story had attempted to portray Papa Legba and because of this people were developing an interest in Vodou. Working in a store that sells occult products I got to talk to magical people from all walked of life. Some were people who had practiced for years while others were just starting to discover a whole world of magic and looked everywhere to find more. One of the things I noticed is that people new to magic tend to think that the stuff they see in movies and T.V. shows that deal with magic is true information. While this can be true, in most cases it is not. Here we may need a little understanding, the people who make movies or television have a job to do and that job is to entertain. It is not their job or respectability to teach you about anything. The stories they tell need to be exiting so they need characters that are exaggerated and/or embellished. For Legba this has become a double-edged sword. On the one hand this show has brought him to people who would not know anything about him without it but at the same time it created a false image of him that has more in common with the Christian devil then the wise gatekeeper he is. Nevertheless, I went on Netflix and watched the show and I immediately saw why he needed me to depict him as old. It seemed that the only real thing that bothered Legba about this show was that they made him young.

I had been doing a lot of digital art and just discovered a program that allowed me to paint as I would on canvas. So, I painted a picture I felt captured both his wisdom and dignity. Not long after that Jerome and I were asked by U.S. Games Systems to design a new spirit board. Now that is a whole other story that I intend to tell someday but as this post is getting too long, I will jump ahead and tell you that as the board evolved and we talked of different things we could put on the board it was the Veve of Papa Legba they wanted for the centerpiece of the board. After this I told them the story of Legba wanting me to paint him and they ask me to send them the painting. A year later when the board was actually ready, they sent us all the images that would make up the Tabula Mortem and on the inside of the box lid was Papa Legba. I can’t help but feel that he knew when he asks me to paint him that his image would be published and sold worldwide to those looking to make contact with the other side, after all he is the gatekeeper.